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Saturday, January 7, 2017
remarks concerning Wallace Stevens
Friday, January 6, 2017
SAD SONG
You think of another city
That comes between this gas station
And the “x” on the map we’re driving towards,
Sounds something like
Goat cheese, you joke,
A smile
For every mile that went
Silent behind us,
Goat cheese, you joke,
A smile
For every mile that went
Silent behind us,
Goleta, I tell you,
And tap beats on the
Steering wheel,
Billy Joel is getting out of Allentown
With his piano and acoustic guitar,
And tap beats on the
Steering wheel,
Billy Joel is getting out of Allentown
With his piano and acoustic guitar,
Sing me a song, I ask,
Sing me something
That will make me sad
And glad to be breathing,
Sing me something
That will make me sad
And glad to be breathing,
You drop the magazine to your lap,
Smile, as you do,
When mystery discovers the
Parts of your psyche
No one could find
On a map
Of all the bumps on your head,
Smile, as you do,
When mystery discovers the
Parts of your psyche
No one could find
On a map
Of all the bumps on your head,
You place the map,
Folded in three wrong directions,
In the glove compartment,
Folded in three wrong directions,
In the glove compartment,
You stare to the highway,
Santa Barbara is nearing,
Santa Barbara is nearing,
A Sad song, you repeat,
And croon, husky and low,
And croon, husky and low,
“Happy Birthday to you..."
Sunday, April 10, 2016
Say What You Will
Say what will
when we park on the
hill
and forget to turn our
wheels
toward the curb,
Our clothes are damp
as we stare at the
stars
in a drizzle from
clouds
passing over the moon,
downtown is a vision,
of a city of jewels,
white, green and red
lights
embedded in leviathans
poking the black sky
like they were hungry
fingers
seeing how taut the
skin is
before curling into
fists
to be shaken at a God
who says nothing
but Words neither of
us have heard,
I miss you tonight
and cannot or
will not think of you
not here arguing for
a better seat
an elbow to my ribs,
My heart remains
where you placed it
after you took it
along with my breath,
you made my blood rush
to my head
from the mountain top
where we’ve watched
the sun set and the
moon rise
for half a decade of
coming and going,
kiss and groping
between jabs to the
ribs,
I think of you
driving all night
with your keys
still on the hook,
your car
still parked
with a week of
groceries
in the back seat,
Yes, I said
let us worship
at the altar of our
talent,
let’s be humble
and create reasons to
be
something other than
the anonymous
expiration dates
that lurk and loom
and wait for us
to make promises
we didn’t mean,
Your silhouette
is unseen and
next to me always,
the way you slept
changed the way
I toss and turn,
I say your name
without opening my
mouth,
the moon breaks
through dark clouds
and it begins to rain,
the water beads and
glistens
on the lens of my glasses,
the world is little
else
but a ghostly white
radiance
when the light is
allowed,
My fists unfold,
you touch my head
and ask for some
gossip
as I wait for you to
kiss me
but then there is only
the dark air
surrounding
Where you would have
stood.
Sunday, March 6, 2016
Rag Basket
When the swing goes over the top
so that the universe is turned inside out
like the glove you left in the vestibule,
I will drop the disguises
and the basket of cleaning rags
to follow you to the end
of the next sentence you speak,
Days turn into years
with all this scenery skating by,
our hair turns grey
just counting our change in the check out lane,
angry weed clusters break through the asphalt
when we return to the car
with our bags full of grace,
Half of what was purchased
was an expectation of tightening the screws
on a platform of a reasonable trance,
the other half being
aware that neither of us are dreaming this dream,
our eyes are open, wide as a camera lens,
noting what has gone and what was replaced,
the grey dirt that gathers
in the rain gutter,
the leaves that carpet the walkway,
the paper torn on billboards advertising
places to visit,when money permits,
You say you'd prefer the sunset to daybreak
and then ask
why I am always yawning,
my bones ache,
my knee is weak and creaks
with the rhythm of the city as it
battles the music I want to hear,
car horn vs saxophone,
air hammer body slams vibraphone,
sunlight meets horizon,
the night is better
when there are no dreams
to give it scars.
to follow you to the end
of the next sentence you speak,
Days turn into years
with all this scenery skating by,
our hair turns grey
just counting our change in the check out lane,
angry weed clusters break through the asphalt
when we return to the car
with our bags full of grace,
Half of what was purchased
was an expectation of tightening the screws
on a platform of a reasonable trance,
the other half being
aware that neither of us are dreaming this dream,
our eyes are open, wide as a camera lens,
noting what has gone and what was replaced,
the grey dirt that gathers
in the rain gutter,
the leaves that carpet the walkway,
the paper torn on billboards advertising
places to visit,when money permits,
You say you'd prefer the sunset to daybreak
and then ask
why I am always yawning,
my bones ache,
my knee is weak and creaks
with the rhythm of the city as it
battles the music I want to hear,
car horn vs saxophone,
air hammer body slams vibraphone,
sunlight meets horizon,
the night is better
when there are no dreams
to give it scars.
Cecil Taylor In War Time
Nothing fits the cadence that
quits before a fist can pound
hard ivory blocks for truth
that is both black and white
and a chronic wash of rifled tones
flying in formation around the
shape of your head as you forget dreams
and addresses of friends you need to call,
drums lay it down, high hat , snare rattle,
a road that takes you out of town
to further reaches past the beaches
and downtown corners where you
cars and their screeches
as they stop for pedestrians
chatting up phantoms with
empty cell phones, wasting
minutes as they cross,
fingers building and knocking down
chords and melodies to the rhythm
that has ceased to be a way to move forward
and is now a quaking way to meet
the man in the moon,
piano jazz in the thick of cocktails
that muddy the distinctions between
a screaming blues sting
or the sideways , shard -ridden
gray-hued murk of Dachau's
lost voice and string quartets,
a music that's constantly waking up
in night sweats, angular and hallow
in the chest,
are there shadows dancing
with one another as this
music plays?
quits before a fist can pound
hard ivory blocks for truth
that is both black and white
and a chronic wash of rifled tones
flying in formation around the
shape of your head as you forget dreams
and addresses of friends you need to call,
drums lay it down, high hat , snare rattle,
a road that takes you out of town
to further reaches past the beaches
and downtown corners where you
cars and their screeches
as they stop for pedestrians
chatting up phantoms with
empty cell phones, wasting
minutes as they cross,
fingers building and knocking down
chords and melodies to the rhythm
that has ceased to be a way to move forward
and is now a quaking way to meet
the man in the moon,
piano jazz in the thick of cocktails
that muddy the distinctions between
a screaming blues sting
or the sideways , shard -ridden
gray-hued murk of Dachau's
lost voice and string quartets,
a music that's constantly waking up
in night sweats, angular and hallow
in the chest,
are there shadows dancing
with one another as this
music plays?
Tuesday, January 26, 2016
The night gives you magic
The night gives you magic
you can see between the leaves
that cling to dead limbs,
the city is a profile
that leads with its chin,
night birds sing the songs of chimney ash
and cinder fireflies spiraling in hot red-yellow streaks
before vanishing into the black tarp,
the blues harp
moans from the window
in a house set against a mountain side
that is getting ready to rain,
but it is always raining in my heart
when your lights go out,
a small notes tells me
that you've gone for the night
and maybe the week
and that leaves me
staring out the window
through the screen
at clouds and madness
that is a rime of light
cresting over all our business
when the city pulls up the
covers and reads
the word by flashlight.
you can see between the leaves
that cling to dead limbs,
the city is a profile
that leads with its chin,
night birds sing the songs of chimney ash
and cinder fireflies spiraling in hot red-yellow streaks
before vanishing into the black tarp,
the blues harp
moans from the window
in a house set against a mountain side
that is getting ready to rain,
but it is always raining in my heart
when your lights go out,
a small notes tells me
that you've gone for the night
and maybe the week
and that leaves me
staring out the window
through the screen
at clouds and madness
that is a rime of light
cresting over all our business
when the city pulls up the
covers and reads
the word by flashlight.
Saturday, January 16, 2016
Where to walk and where to sit
the grave yard
would be
an obvious place for me
to drop by
for some hours of the week,
more friends
than ever have their names
engraved in the
last place they’ll every park,
the history of every kiss
betrayal
and hours of
speechless joy
is going increasing
underground and
soon to be forgotten
as witnesses to where
you and I have have
tread fall over like
bribed boxers,
fall like ships
off the edge of
a 13th century map of the earth,
take on a sleep
so deep in dreams
of black ink
that even the word
“calm”
is an over statement.
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